Saturday, November 23, 2024

Grace Returns Back

Many years ago, a friend told me, "a blog isn't a place to heal," and I remember feeling a bit defensive because writing about my experiences with t-dub felt like healing to me. Live and learn. My friend was right. A blog, or at least my blog, never was a good place to heal. But it did make me feel heard and understood and gave me a sense of release from some of the inner ramblings of my mind. 

 So here I am. 18 years after the split with t-dub, feeling once again a desperate need to feel released from the ramblings of my mind. That seems to be as good as it gets as far as blogging and writing in general goes. But that's enough. And there's always the chance that I'll be heard and understood, which would be a nice bonus. 

 And the healing. Well. The healing is still very much in progress and has been for low these many years. It's been a slow and arduous process with much to unravel. The religious stuff. The personal stuff. All the stuff. And the process has ramped up significantly over the past 3 years because I've moved back to the small town in Oklahoma from whence I came. The place where it all went down. Duncan, Oklahoma.

More to come...
Thanks for reading!
grace

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