I think I'm overwhelming to the sort of man to which I'm attracted.
Also, I have a problem with self-control. I admit it. Just take that for whatever you want to take it as....it can't be much worse than my reality.
I also think I'm a bit weird. And so, that means that I don't match with a lot of "normal" people.
You are probably wondering....what happened???? I thought you'd met this great guy and you were sure he was someone with whom you wanted to have a serious relationship? Yeah...I did....and he was. But, as fate would have it....he's not sure about things which basically means a big fat NO in datespeak. Datespeak, you see....is like this.......anything less than "i'm crazy about you" means "oh my god, get away from me you loser" Well, maybe not quite THAT....but....it's better to be on the safe side in these situations so you don't end up looking more like a complete idiot than you already do after you've made a total idiot of yourself.
It's weird, though. I'm not like all completely devastated or anything. I mean, I know what I felt...and I know there was a connection....and it IS mostly just puzzling just like I thought it would be in the beginning if it didn't work out. I'm hoping that we'll remain friends because I really did like his dogs.
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